[runningviolin]

I'm a 21 year old female I'm pretty hyper most of the time but some times i get really down and my mood changes all the time i never get angry i just go from really hyper and happy to being really down sometimes even suicidal and it can happen with in 4hours my mood can completely change.
a normal days thought for me is:
wake up feel OK not happy not sad just average and then after i have breakfast i feel real happy and then about Lucho time i start going down hill sometimes even randomly cry for no reason and dint want to see or speak to a single person and will just lock myself away and then an hour later i can be really hyper and ready to be very social.

its just really confusing, i cant make plans with friends in advance because i dint know how i will feel on the day and the time of day.
i know this sounds crazy but i have noticed that when i get really depressed i see things like ghosts and sometimes when I'm half asleep i can hear voices.it doesn't bother me but id rather it went away. but i only get the visions and voices when i feel really depressed.

i want to just be normal, i find it really hard to keep jobs because i find it so hard to get out of bed sometimes and i hate going places where i know people and sometimes when i go shopping i feel like every single person is staring at me or talking about me.

[Adrenal]

It sound like a mix between bipolar and paranoia visit a doctor

[Boomer Wisdom]

The only way to know is to be diagnosed by a proper physician with a psychiatric specialty. I know a couple of bi-polar individuals and one time the psychiatrist was looking at a bi-polar diagnosis for me. Just go to the doctor.

[Devon B]

It sounds like rapid cycling Bipolar and maybe schizophrenia (paranoia / voices / visions). Until you seek professional help, you will continue to find it hard to keep jobs. Going out into public will become more and more difficult to handle. You should seek help now before you get in too deep.